Saturday, November 28, 2009

Too few and far between....

GOD I am bored.
Now, someone tell me what's up with that? It's not like I don't have a million things I could be doing. But instead of doing them - I'll just complain about being bored.
We've moved again. We're transients. I'm a freak. I don't know what I want. It's possible that I am all of those things. I'm constantly on the prowl for something better - and then I miss what I had. I'm SCREWED UP. You know, I never thought I was really...I thought I was normal and everyone else was insane. Well, I'm waking up from that dream quicky! But, back to bored. It's the weekend after Thanksgiving. I have SO MUCH to be thankful for - mainly my family. My mother is still with me and I am most grateful for that. At my age - and hers - she is truly my very best friend. I'm praying my daughter feels the same way about me when she is my age. But, I also hope I'm not around at my Mom's age (I know, be careful what you ask for). We won't touch anymore on that topic because you probably won't like my personal philosophy on that. SEE HOW BORED I AM?

Dinner tonight for my sons, their girlfriends, Tori and her friend. Chicken and Dumplins for all. It was good stuff! Desserts too - and they were good as well. I think I spent all day on this - but considering to get both of my boys under my roof at the same time is like pulling teeth, to spend all day on their arrival and dinner was so worth it!

And now - I've managed to bore myself and talk myself into sleepy. I was up early and didn't sleep well so I'll try and make up for that tonight.

Sleep well, world.

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